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Violence by Allison

So why do we turn to violence. Many of us have grown up to learn that is a way to defend ourselves. Most of us what we believe in most of the time is to fight for what we have or what we love. Mopst people do not fight they…

Past & Present by Allison

For the past four years i have been in relationships that lasted six months or longer and have only been single for less then a month at times. Some ended good and others have not at all. Some are really good friend and others I do not talk to period…

In His Eyes by Allison

in his eyes he is invisible  in his eyes no one care in his the world is no longer there in his eyes its nothing to live for in his eyes in his eyes it better to die in his the eyes all will be at peace.... he told us he wrote his letter. he told…

Family First by Allison

So today i woke up and was helping my mom pack up the last of her house of years. I started to think back to how i treated them before. I used to fight and take all my anger out on them. Me and my siblings used to fight all…

my own place by Allison

Today i am finally moving into my own place. Yes i am renting a room but i am moving away and getting on my own feet finally. I am finally able to provide for myself due to getting a job lol, its great. i love it i love the feeling…

Life Portal by Allison

 I have been through a lot in my little 19 years. I look at life portal and say i wish they had this site when i was younger. I look back at what i went through and think of how i felt. I was lonely and felt like i was not…

Its deadly but can be prevented by Allison

when i was younger i used to date older men. I used to look to older men to comfort me and show me attention. The attention no on ever gave me. I lost my virginity at 12 i was givin alcohol and was under the influence my dad was in…

I thought about it by Allison

I have been thinking back to the last five or six years. I was a youth who was just looking for guidance all in the wrong places. I used to feel like my family never wanted me even though i took on so many responsibilities. They were always gone and never really…

Past Realtionships by Allison

Ever since i was a young girll li have always had manly questions. Will i live to make it 18? Willi have kids, graduate, fallin love and get married? Will i move out my parents house and get a job? Will i be the best parent i can be, or…

Life by Allison

 Lately i have been thinking about my past. There is something that happens or that i see that reminds me of it. We have all made mistakes in our life and get judged on it but should we cause no human being is perfect. I tend to bring up the…