when i was younger i used to date older men. I used to look to older men to comfort me and show me attention. The attention no on ever gave me. I lost my virginity at 12 i was givin alcohol and was under the influence my dad was in jail mom at home and stepmom who i was staying with was out with friends. Alli remember that night was looking up and seeing my baby sister walk throught the door and i just saw hella blood i did not know what was going on so i called a female in the restroom she said i lost my virginity and it was normal to bleed. I then started to have sex out of contro;l with dam near anyone i found to be sexually attractive. I then started to lie about my age to guys to get what i wanted and that was to feel wanted by them having sex with me. So i meet a guy who pimpedme out cause i was a runwawy and staying with him. then i left his home to go saty with a girl i meet then it turned out she was prostituting. So i end up in this mess i do not know how to get out of i am scared to go home, so i decide to stay, now none of these people know my real age and arejust wanting money. I thought it was all okay i really did not know what was going on. So imagine i am deeing at least 8 to ten guys a day possibly more.l knew nothing about nothing. I wanted out so much i did not know what to do or who to turn to. I long story short i caught a std which is hpv from all of that. I now learned my lesson it went away and i thank god everyday for making me better. Nowi sit back and i look at my past asking was my life really that bad did i really have to go that way to finding someone who loves you. As i got older i realized how important it is to get tested every six months and stay healthy. Now use condoms i can not stress that enough use condoms are you best friend and possibly your life savor. As i look back at what the past was i can say i am glad that all happened in a way cause it has made me into who i am today a loving mother and companion. My relationship is something i can say i am proud i have now cause i am able to see what is what now clear as day. I am in a relationship with someone and i had him get tested as well as myself for our safety. Strapin up is a life savor i am so serious not many really understand the consequences for no condoms it deadly. So i encourage all the youth to get tested and use protection man it saves your life trust i should know. i mean there are place out there of you do not have enough or insurance or even medical you can find place that will work with you. Its all out the and make sure you chose the right and healthy decision honestly that is by using condoms during intercourse.