in his eyes he is invisible
in his eyes no one care
in his the world is no longer there
in his eyes its nothing to live for
in his eyes in his eyes it better to die
in his the eyes all will be at peace....
he told us he wrote his letter. he told us he tried to overdose two days before he said his son can not even keep him here. he said gods does nothing for him. he said that he just wants to be at peace. he said the the love that used to be there is no longer around. he said that he trusted us and that he needs to tell someone.
we sat in the car for almost two ours with our friend driving around crying. We sat their staring at each other with nothing to say when he told us that he wanted to just die that no one cared. we asked him if no one cared would we cry or even give advice. He asked us to drop him off but we could not cause we were to scared to let him go. We tried our best but i am still scared to be 24 and say his own child is not enough for him to live scared me i care about we all do. I told him drugs make him think like that cause he does it all the time. I tried we all tried to talk to him but nothing seemed to help it times like these when i know how he feels and i can relate i just hope he rethinks it and sees that people do care and it is something to live for in this world.
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wow it seem like a really sad and difficult part you going to but you can overpasse it if you believe in your self
It is hard for people to see beyond their own emotions when under the influence. As a friend it must of been really hard for you to hear him say that about you and everyone else who truly cares. Most of the people who try to kill themselves regret it just when their about to die, I heard this on t.v when I was watching something on suicides. Your friend is in a lot of pain, my advice would be to keep in touch with him, it will be the constant calls that will show him people care. Once again, this is my perspective
Wow, that was really sad. I hope your words of wisdom inspired him to want to live. Sounds like you tried your best. I pray too, that he thinks about the things he does have to live for.