Hey World, I haven't wrote in a few weeks. I moved!!! YAY. But let me tell you that isn't wasn't easy, I had to stress out before I could be happy. It took about two months and dreadful days when I thought that I would lose hope and I didn't. I kept it pushing even through the fire and pain. I haven't yet cleared my house yet, I just think that I'm too generous at times now my brother and his wife and daughter are staying with me. I got a two bedroom so my daughter could have her own room, but yet again she is in my bed and I don't know what to do. I have been in the streets all my young teenage years and I know how that feels, so I say that to say that I don't have the heart to just say YOU HAVE TO LEAVE . Why Imma softy and I think alot about my niece and I don't want her to be hopping houses. When will the stress ever end with me? I mean I can let go and tell them to go but yeah the stress I will still feel when their gone. I know You can't help! lol I 'm just giving myself sometime to vint. Have you ever tried that. It is a healthy way to release your anger or any emotions you have inside and I tend to do it alot now so I wont take it out on some poor person walking my way. LOL. Well the move was nice, I got some movers and gave them my ex-boyfriends clothes for the help. I know you might say that was wrong but I had good reson for that. You know how you move somewhere different? Well I didn't want to bring that old relationship to my place of peace. I don't think you should hold on to any old things when your tryna start over, and that's something that I been stuggling with for the last two weeks. But I think everybody goes through that. I have to give it to myself I made it through. Okay I'm going to get out of here, stay tuned for my PG&E story. They are crazy down there! lol Have a blessed day.